My bosses constantly want more work for less pay, and nothing ever satisfies them. Every day is a new fight for equal and fair treatment.
And all this just so I can afford a home in which I spend four hours every evening. And then it's off to bed so I can do it all again tomorrow.
I can't do this anymore, pretending to care about a product that only pollutes the Earth and puts people's lives in danger, anyway. It's sucking the life out of my soul. I'm in the wrong industry, in the wrong world. I suspected it in college and it's becoming painfully more clear every single day. I don't belong here.
I want to do something that actually helps people. I want to do something that's productive, instead of contributing to an industry that is destructive (which is most industries, these days!). I want to do something that is not just a steady paycheck. I want to end my day knowing it was not wasted.
I'm not OK with this anymore. I can't do this for the rest of my life, it's not what I want my life to be. I'm posting this here as a way to announce it to the world, to hold myself accountable for doing something about it.
It's time for a change.
It really IS difficult to find a job that is not soul-sucking. I wish you good luck in your search! Sometimes, a job must just be a job and we can only define ourselves in other aspects of life---but there is certainly nothing wrong with looking for the better part of it before responsibilities like children take away some of the liberty to search!
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